Thursday, September 9, 2010

Amazing grace.

I stared at a blank document for more than an hour now. There were a lot of things I wish to write on this blog. Yet, I am overwhelmed by too many thoughts and ended up to a wordless blog. I can’t find any words now fitting to describe how I felt after everything that had happened and is happening now in my life. Still, one thing is for sure; my hands will still be lifted to the one who created thee.

Strengthen oh Lord not only my feeble hands but especially my fragile heart which is about to fall into pieces. I am blown by catastrophe and too many heartaches, and yet every time I am about to cry and pity myself there you are… making me smile. I still don’t understand how I can manage to smile amidst everything… I therefore stand and testify today this is grace… God’s amazing mercy and grace… though I had gone through all of this I thank God still, for if not for the trivialities that had happen in my life I cannot testify today of God’s grace…

As waves crash down all the more I will thank thee for I will see with my own eyes again of how God can turn my mourning into dancing… I will forever hope in the Lord and rely on His amazing grace.