How does a random voice make such an impact into a life of apathy.. every note which strived itself to leave a lasting impression. Music.. I never thought that you are as beautiful as a figure of a stranger passing by. The mystery of your sound echoed and called me back to life. It softened the sharp edges of the thorns of my cursed life.
I thought I never had the ear for any melody; but you proved me wrong. You made me realize that there had been a place in my life where rythm lives.. it had just been sleeping for a long time.
Your voice was the lullaby that awakened me.. and gave my heart a chance to rest in an unfammiliar yet warm melody.
I don’t know where to start or what to say. It’s too much that words can’t make its way out of my chest. Sighing becomes as often as breathing. I was unable to comprehend anything anymore. I want to be selfish and brave; but this time I also want to endure the pain of it all. The beautiful uncertainty of it all makes me shiver and smile at the same time. I want to give my all this time holding nothing back; facing all the odds. I will try to finally stretch out my hand and surrender to someone greater. I want to fly into the endless and abyss knowing that there will be someone I will be with in the dream they call forever.
I want to believe in the forever; that this do exist. I want to believe in someone; that I won’t have to be alone anymore. I want to believe in myself; that I’m finally free.
I wanted to believe more than to just need… cause needs are provided but wants were gifts that we usually never deserve… droplets of heaven… bliss.
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